Keep your head still, I'll be your thrill.

two days, say what.

2004-11-28T22:35:25Z

im finally updating, honestly i can never keep up with doing that. so my birthday is in two days, meaning i drive in two days, well thats if i pass, which i will be doing though, cus if i didnt i would just cry and make them feel sorry for me ;x and this saturday is jr. prom i'm so excited. everyone gets to be all dressed up, i cant wait to see everyone looking all pretty. i'm going to be taking lots of pictures.

monday is my last day of EDC, thank the lord. That job was horrible, i had headaches everyday by 5:30 when i left. i guess little kids just aren't my thing.

p.s. jenny's birthday is the day after mine, i guess we're just that cool to have been born within hours of eachother.

p.p.s. jason makes me really happy.

adam brody is hot

2004-11-12T00:26:42Z

so my boyfriend is on tv tonight, opps i mean adam brody, aka The O.C. which just so happens to be one of the loves of my life, along with Laguna Beach and also Jason Fox. ok that was the longest sentence ever, but oh well. speaking of jason, he's hot and he makes me really happy and i love him. i hate to be one of those people who write in their journals about how much they love their boyfriends, but i don't care, i felt the need.

so yeah 19 days until natalie drives, say what! i cannot wait, seriously. me and my sister are going to look at the car i could possibly be buying, a 2002 silver jetta, it's gorgeous. k that's enough

sup hoe.

2004-11-08T19:13:21Z

so it's getting colder out, winter is coming which isn't so bad, i like it actually. November is beautiful just because it has my birthday among it's days. i will be 17 on the 30th, now isn't that special? and jenny's birthday is the day after mine because we're just cool like that and decided to be born within hours of each other. so i'm feeling better lately, so now my friends won't have to hear me complain about how i was dying, which they should be happy to hear. and i'm thinking about quitting my job and getting another one, because extended day care just isn't cutting it for me. i never realized how much i disliked little kids. Ok at first, they're cute and all, but put like 100 kids in one gym and within five minutes you'll want to die.

i got my jr.prom dress the other day, it's pretty. i don't know how i'm wearing my hair yet? down or up, or half-up. i can't wait to see jason all like dressed up. he's going to look cute. it should be fun, hopefully? well enough of this random entry.

sup hoe.

2004-11-07T21:25:01Z

um i think i might start updating, but i always say that so i probably won't. but anyway, my weekend consisted of dan toomey's house which is always fun cus his green pillow is amazing, and his basement is just cool.
me and jay went to coldstone so i could buy me and him some ice cream but he didnt feel good so i ended up buying for me, danny and steve. and then after dan's i went to tony's with jason and watched them play that ddr game, it was pretty funny.

the highlight of today so far has been me buying a pink sweater with a cupcake on it, it's cute.

p.s. me and jess have retarded ribs that like falling off. aka it sucks.

what up hoe, im updating finally

2004-11-07T17:18:50Z

so i stole this from jhart's lj. haha but she still loves me

Y O U R L I F E ☼
[x] they call me: natalie, nat, but if you're jason or my sister its ug.
[x] sex: girl
[x] my first breath of air: november 30th
[x] status: taken <3
[x] best friends: jamie,alex,jenna,alyssa,danny,jenny,travis,jess,tyler,

R E W I N D ☼
[x] most memorable memory: camping this summer? haha
[x] worst?: i don't really know
[x] first word uttered?: pee wee ( i was a child obsessed with pee wee herman)
[x] first best friend ever?: toni

L O V E ☼
[x] love is: perfect.
[x] first love: jason
[x] love or lust?: love
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: no
[x] when love hurts, you: cry or complain about it
[x] true or false: all you need is love: true
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: yes
[x] are you in love right now?: yes
[x] how many times have you been in love?: once

O P P O S I T E S E X ☼
[x] turn ons: eyes, hair, pelvic bones and <3 collar bones! i loove collar bones.
[x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: yes, but they like him anyway so it doesn't matter
[x] what kinda hair style?: i like messy aka wax haha.
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: things you usually only see in movies, star gazing or randomly bringing flowers to your door.
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: work?
[x] are you the type of person to holler and ask for numbers?: no haha

P I C K Y P I C K Y ☼
[x] dog or cat: dog
[x] short or long hair: long
[x] sunshine or rain: sunshine.
[x] moon or sun: moon
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: one best
[x] summer or winter: winter
[x] written letters or e-mails: written letters<3
[x] play station or nintendo: nintendo
[x] car or motorcycle: car
[x] house party or club: house party
[x] sing or dance: sing

L A T E L Y ☼
[x] how are you today? amazing.
[x] what pants are you wearing right now? my favorite hollister jeans
[x] what shirt are you wearing right now? wearing a sweatshirt, it's cold in my house.
[x] what does your hair look like at the moment? up in a messy bun on top of my head.
[x] what song are u listening to right now? "white houses"
[x] how is the weather right now? eh okay? kind of cold but nice.
[x] last person you talked to on the phone? jamie
[x] last dream you can remember? danny smoking a cigar.
[x] who are you talking to right now? my mom.
[x] what time is it? 12 noon-ish.

F A C T S A B O U T Y O U ☼
[x] what are the last four digits of your phone number?: 0169
[x] if u were a crayon, what color would you be?: green, i love green.
[x] have you ever almost died?: according to my doctors no, but according to me i almost died in mexico, but i guess im fine. so that's good. its just me and jess have dumb ribs that like to become inflamed or something? haha
[x] have u ever won any special award?: 1st place NCA nationals in disney world! does that count, i think so.
[x] what's the stupidest thing u have ever done? i've done plenty of stupid things
[x] how many kids do you want to have?: 3, two boys and then one girl.
[x] son's name?: Kaden and Blake
[x] daughter's name? still deciding? all i know is i want different names for my kids.
[x] shampoo? anything that smells good.
[x] what are you most scared of? sharks probably.
[x] how many TV's do you have in your house? 5
[x] do you have your own TV?: yes
[x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone?: well my ribs are like inflamed? does that count?
[x] who do you dream about? random things that make no sense.
[x] who do you tell your dreams to? usually jamie, or whoever is in them.
[x] is cheerleading a sport? hell yeah, considering i did it for like 75 years of my life. even though i don't anymore, its still a sport, its hard.
[x] how many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop? um, a lot?

L O V E L I F E ☼
[x] do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? yes
[x] where would you like to go on your honeymoon? anywhere beachy
[x] what do you like most of the opposite sex? collar bones.
[x] do you find yourself attractive? i guess i have my days.
[x] do others find you attractive? hopefully jason does. besides that i really don't care

yay.

eyelash_wish @ 2004-09-26T17:40:00

2004-09-26T21:44:47Z

ok so who decides to go to the beach at 2:30 in the morning while sitting at holly brook diner, yeah we do.

what up thug?

2004-09-24T22:26:48Z

so i had school today, and it was actually good, i got a 97 on my Alg 2 test, that was exciting. and then after 4th, instead of coming home and sitting on my ass, i had to go to work! yes that's right my job started today. EDC aka Extended Day Care at the Lumberton Middle/Bobby's Run school. and it wasn't that bad. kelly and other people from my middle school work there, so its funny to talk to them again. the kids are kind of annoying but oh well. one little girl asked if i was somebody's sister, or a new student, lol. im like no i work here. and the kids have to call me miss natalie, and it makes me giggle, haha. and another plus is i get to see old teachers, like mr.cummings and mr.brown! woo hoo.

so tonight we're taking jenna out to dinner for her birthday because we all love her, i mean who doesn't love jenna, she's just so cute and nice. and tomorrow should be fun, bbq/sleepover at conors, with some lovely people, aka my jason because i love him, and my jamie because she rocks, and travis and craig and scott and dustin and and jordan a bunch of other boys, and probably laura because she's cool and whoever else was there last time. yeah it should be fun. then sunday don't know what im doing, hopefully sleeping because i love sleep.

well right now im all smelly because i've been playing outside with children all day, so i suppose i'll go take a shower before i go out with my lovely's tonight so yeah :) shower sounds good.

p.s. you, make me smile. so much

what up hoe.

2004-09-22T18:34:44Z

so um yeah. i never update so i guess i'll start to. let's see whats new? well i get home everyday after 4th block because i have a study hall 5th and i either just sit there and watch tv or sleep. so today i thought to myself, " hey natalie, why dont you do something productive with your life? " so im like ok i'll go for a run, im bored. so yeah im minding my buisness jogging around bobby's run when this dumb bee decides to come out of no where and attack my neck. i stopped and smacked myself, and saw this tiny bee fall to the ground. and then i was just like f-this and i went home to sit around and watch tv, haha. and now my neck hurts, blah. but besides that today was awesome. i don't have any work to do in school, i only have 3 classes, one of them being world crafts, the other easy one is child development. well no child development will be hard, but only for two days, when i have to take a baby home. oh joy. it really cries too so that should be a joyful experience, sike but oh well i can deal. Alg 2 isnt that bad either, i just kind of sit there and day dream, but all in all my days are pretty good. and yeah. enough of me rambling on.

what up gangsta

2004-09-11T03:23:49Z

ok so summer ended in an awesome way so yay for that, because the day before school started, guess who got roses...me! woo hoo. so anyway school isnt that horrible, i get to leave after 4th block everyday for the first quarter so its all good and the only class i actually have to do work in is Alg. 2 so whatever.

yeah well my boyfriend friggin rocks, and so does my girlfriend, lol. yes im in love with jennifer rahilly.

wooo hoo.

what's up slut

2004-09-04T23:11:07Z

so yeah i havent written in this for about 17 years so i thought maybe i would. school starts in five days so summer is basically over. my summer consisted of Summer Rec mostly, aka annoying kids and Dee singing ashlee simpson all day, jamie like everyday haha, the beach with jenny last week and alex was there too, and i just went camping last weekend with people. this summer was average. nothing too exciting really happened. so here comes another lovely year at rv. can't wait.

bye bye beautiful. don't bother to write.

eyelash_wish @ 2004-04-21T19:33:00

2004-04-21T23:35:54Z

cause i am barely breathing...
and i cant find the air.
dont know who i am kidding,
imagining you care.

word.

2004-03-24T00:43:38Z

well hello. my name is natalie and i never update. so um why start now? i dont know, maybe cus i am bored. yes that could be it

and i've never felt so swept away before...

i never update.

2004-02-16T21:48:07Z

im bored. and im pretty sure that the highlight of my day will be kick boxing tonight ;x i love it.
well this weekend was pretty good. friday night my alex hoff came over and we had a looovely time haha, and saturday was valentine's day so i hung out with my boy. went to his house and rented fast times at ridgemont high it was funny. Matt had mike and tony over, they're funny kids. My favorite part about that night was the songs mike made up on jays guitars or something like that. Then Sunday jay had to drive up to his aunts house so i went with him and it was a fun day, bumper cars yeah and his aunt was awesome. Then we stopped by taco bell, yummy, and he took me home.
this weekend me and jenny also shared giddiness stories, cause thats what me and her do. oh yeah how could i forget, 2/14 one year for me and my goober <3 i love her because she makes me smile, shes just something else.
we'll im gonna go cus im lazy, maybe ill lay around and listen to music in my room. hmm, i still didnt even dry my hair yet ;x haha, oh well i love being a bum sometimes.

nothings gonna stop us now.

2004-02-06T03:57:56Z

well lets see? whats new? well nothing. new classes kind of blow. its okay though. i'll get use to them eventually. um did i mention, i love jenny rahilly, yah that goober. anyway. im in a good mood. no more thinking about whats going to happen and such. yeah. jason came over tonight, i invited him over because we needed to talk and what not. and what can i say? i just love that kid, no matter what he does or says, i cant help it. and i think all in all we're good for eachother cus we always end up still being us. enough of me talking about that. i love my friends, they're so great. they make me happy. and now im all giddy and happy so im going to go to sleep now, probably listening to me and jamies new fave station, 95.7 serious 90's music. who doesnt love 90's music though? yeah thats what i thought, everyone does deep down.

later..

and it always comes back to you. and you know what? i like it that way.

hi im natalie, and i never update.

2004-02-01T20:33:09Z

ok well i dont update that much anymore and it was brought to my attention, but some goober, cough cough jenny cough cough. haha so yeah lately i've been normal natalie, all phsyco and paranoid about most things, but last night was fun. i really didnt want to go to that show at all, until alex told me she did. so then i figured i would make jenny go as well. so they came to my house first, and we sat in my room and had girl talk, haha. then went to the show and i really liked a lost cause's new stuff. i think its new or maybe i havent heard them play in a while, anyway they did good. and i just love rushmore so yay for them too, even though jenny and alex missed them and went to wawa, or something, and the whole time i thought alex had ran away, she tends to get lost from time to time, but this time she had my cell phone so i was like that bitch stole my phone haha never i love alex. and i really liked denver in dallas so me and jenny bought their cd. its really good. and then the drive home with jenny and drew was a whole other expierence on its own. fun time, wawa and our conversations and all.

well yeah now im just in the best mood ever, dont ask why, cus i really dont know. i think im just all out of thinking now and i've come to my conclusions about everything and everyone. ahhhh a nice sigh of relief.

later goobers, (goober is my new favorite word)

p.s. since im in this talkative mood, im going to make a new layout, yeah sounds good, ok? yah i thought so

eyelash_wish @ 2004-01-17T12:14:00

2004-01-17T17:23:06Z

i just woke up a little bit ago..and im now waiting for jamie to get home from walmart so me and her can hang around and be bums, cus i love doing that. anyway, last night hung out with jamie for a while at her house, and watched some funny videos lol and then i felt like hanging out with jason so i called him and he came over. it was a funny night and yeah i love the boy. and then we were hungry so he said he would even eat chinese food even though he hates it, so i called 411 for the number of limg fongs (okay i dont know how to spell that) and the lady was retarded so i hung up on her and we just got cheese steaks from la vitas, and he left a little later cus he had a meet in the morning, then i was super tired so i just went to bed.
and tonight i have no idea what im doing yet.

later bub

blobs of emotions...

2004-01-15T00:28:12Z

no boyfriend came over tonight. no nothing. bad mood. i hate the snow, and its now snowing, oh yippie skippie. no not really. this isnt a fun entry to write. you're annoying me, and i just .... forgot it, its not even worth my time to type all that out.

p.s.
i dont like my father. uuuggghhh

its 8:14 on a wednesday..and im home

2004-01-14T13:20:52Z

well i stayed home yesterday cus i was tired as hell and my mom just let me sleep in. shes nice. anyway so all in all it was a good day. me and liz went shopping then had some chinese food for lunch ;x yum. and then i saw mona lisa smile, cute movie, i enjoyed it.
so now im sitting here, and me and jamie are going in late, cus we're all lazy and i didnt shower till like 730 today, so it was either go in with my hair in a towel or go in late, and um yeah i'll go in late. so now i get to watch tv until jamie and her sister are ready, i love being a bum so im happy about this. and tonight i think my boooyfriend is coming over, yay i like him.
my room is totally finished and it looks kind of cute, im happy with it. well im going to go watch tv now. so yeah

hey lush its the weekend.

2004-01-10T17:32:29Z

so yeah. yesterday was a friday night and guess what me and jamie did? well first we decided we could knock out the whole travel project in one night, and yah its due on tuesday. well we ended up doing like 5 pages? so yeah that sucked because we're the laziest people ever. After working on it for five minutes, we're like okay well its dinner time so lets take a break. so then 45 minutes later we go back to the project. and then after ten minutes we're like, wanna do the pilates tape? so yeah we did that. and then we thought, it would be a nice night for a run? yes we were doing just about anything to put off that dumb project that we went for a run in that titanic weather. and it hurts to run in the cold. so that didnt last very long. and then we came home and watched american wedding and decided we'd finish the project on sunday. which we wont
and well tonight my lovely boyfriend is coming over. and we should have fun because i said so. and right now i'll go take a shower because me and liz are going out to lunch. later.

natalie has a livejournal...what?

2004-01-09T00:45:20Z

so yeah i thought i'd get a livejournal well cus thats what all the other cool kids are doing, ha, yeah right. so um im bored. and i feel like complete shit right now. just got back from jamies, we were supposed to work on our travel project, but we're the laziest people ever so we just sat in her room and talked ;x. things are going good lately. even jason is going for a record of being nice. he came over last night and it was fun. i <3 him. but school is really annoying the hell out of me lately, thank god classes are changing soon. and today. well the highlight of my day was lunch. it was by
far the cutest thing i've seen all day. Alex k. and Scott debating God, but the whole time alex was wearing this button up shirt and a tie, i loved it. boys should dress up more often. and personally i agreed with alex about the whole God thing, but thats beside the point, dont feel like starting another debate over it so i'll shut up now. nothing would get solved anyway. so i'm gonna go maybe find a user picture or sleep cus im still really tired. and you just...ugh